The Past 100 Days of My Life

After being silent for quite some time, I found myself again writing another blog on what had transpired during the past 100 days of my life..Well, these are typical busy days of my never ending busy life..But somehow, there were extraordinary occurrence of something which up to now confuses my mind. Looking back, the first few days were full of wild unexpectations and I called very exceptional and strange in the sense that it happened for the first time in my entire existence in this complicated world. With a touch of complicity, I did find myself indulged in a "too good to be true" friendship in the web that developed by the flooding of endless chat messages whether online or offline and some invitations in different social websites...Little did I realize that this will bring myself emotional complexities...It hurts a lot when you assume of something which later turned out to be untrue and it hurts you more if you feel and found out that you have been a fool..when you finally come to your senses and realized how stupid you have become..There were lessons learned the hard way..never make a decision when you are angry and never make promises when you are happy.. The last few days are the times to weigh things out .. eventually the hard feelings will be gone and the resentment will be finally thrown into the trash..But anyway there are still a lot more of important things to be thankful for during the past 100 days .. I still have my loving family beside me and a circle of true friends around me..and of course I have been blessed with another job which is very well compensating .. and most of all I have my strong faith with God, the Father almighty..

Burn Out

How would you react if having been working for almost a decade in a company, you still feel unappreciated despite the stress and pressures you have been experiencing? I have been in the company for almost 9 years.. the first few years were full of fun and challenges because it was a totally different job for me since it's not related from my course in college.. but somehow i have learned the job easily because I'm a dedicated person when it comes to career and have learned to love it since I have helped a lot of people. But of course, there are times that I feel bored and exhausted due to stress..I am a graduate of Accountancy, and had shared my knowledge with some financing companies before, perhaps, I'm just missing my passion, to do again the debit and credit transaction, journalize entries, preparing financial statements, balance sheets, etc, etc..and this job that is burning me out is medical related (not really my field of expertise) and sad to say, it's not fairly compensating, or maybe because I've got a more new challenging job as a virtual assistant and have been moonlighting for already three months todate which at first was only intended to be on a part time basis but eventually engaged myself on a fulltime shift in the grave hours of the night. I'm now in the dilemna on whether I should resign from my long time job or not. I'm also worried on my health because of too much stress..and most of all I was deprived of my time to attend fellowship every Sunday since I'm being obliged to work even on that day. But it's up to the Lord for Him to guide me on all my decisions and He knows what is best for me
since He knows the real desire of my heart.