Tuesday, December 21, 2010

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Friday, November 12, 2010

HOW CAN I FORGET YOU?

Today..I meet him again..

He was still the same person I used to know..Anyway, it's not too long since the day I last talked with him. I still feel the pounding in my heart..I was still as excited as before with the way he talk to me...Oh how I missed our endless conversation... the familiar odd feeling whenever I'm interacting with him still invades my heart..


I thought I had moved on..oh that's the least thing I wanted to do before..Forgetting and letting go were my greatest fears..then.

I knew I am stupid but there is no more sign that he still loves me...but can you blame me? This craziness has been here for almost two years ...and during the times when he's constantly ignoring me, the only thing I do was to cry whenever there is a need to..

I think, it's not about who I really love and deserve, it's about who I want. But unfortunately, the person I really want to be with turned out to be someone who just seems to make a fool out of me and left my heart to bleed endlessly. Isn't it unfair to me? Is this what I really should get for loving you that much? Is this the price I have to pay?

But how do you say goodbye to someone you never really had? Why do I cry to someone I know I never really owned. Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who had never really loved me to my expectations? Why is it that I terribly miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone who will never love me in return?

How long will this stupidity last? Help me, please. I want to get off with this foolishness.........

Monday, November 8, 2010

"TRAFFIC LIGHT" Sad-Love -Pain"(




When you love someone and there is a need to let go just think that loving them so much doesn't always mean they're the right one for us. Sometimes we should weigh things out for the better, not only for ourselves but also for the persons who love us no matter what..

Letting go doesn't mean giving up! but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. Not all things are perfect!

The hardest thing to do is letting go...
not because you want to...but because you have to ...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

EMO






Loneliness had invaded my lame heart once again..I don’t know when I will get rid of it..It crawls along my nerves, triggering my eyes to shed off tears..

How can I forget that excruciating night when I discovered that my notions turned out to be real? The revelation hit me hard that at first shocked me and brought out frustrations and agony. .. It seems somebody else had taken my place in your heart? But what can I do? I knew from the very start that this time will come, that I should face the reality..I can’t blame you though, and this is my solemn confession..This feeling is unstoppable I suppose but I can’t give you all that you’ve been wanting from me..

Inspite of all these odds, I believe that everything happens for a purpose..however I still cannot solve the underlying mystery why I keep on yearning for your love… is it funny?

And now, I’ve made up my mind, to continue loving you whatever it takes.. Even though it is unjust, unfair..unacceptable.. and I hope time will come that all the misery will leave and I’ll finally never miss a thing about you….

Thursday, August 12, 2010

I'LL BE OVER YOU




Am I really a fool? Do I always be the one to kiss the pain? Now, I can explain the odd feeling I had this crisp morning. Instead of appreciation, upon finding out the pleasant surprise I delightedly handed out to you, it only gained an unexpected mockery .. Though I'm aware that everything and every move I made was already mundane to you, this still triggered too much disappointment in me, I was really annoyed.

Times were spent the entire day with crazy thoughts and questions running in my distressed mind. The trouble with you is your inconsistency and incomprehensibility … and our differences which presumably would never be patched up anymore…

Does true love really exist? I guess, this is just a one-way affair of the heart… apparently, you just love the idea of loving and you’re not really in love with me…everything is now clear ..The trust and respect are not really present from the very start….Do we deserve each other? I’m hoping we do, but I’m afraid we don’t…It’s so unfortunate of me, that I still hang on to this fanatical feeling..

And finally, do I have to give up now? I know that this is the most difficult part of it..This has been like a glass that ‘s already broken and putting back the pieces might only hurt me….but I have to be brave and strong to face it all……


“I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose someone you never really had.”

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. --Toto

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE



YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE

Every night, every day,
you're the one I always dream of.
Every line of your face is sketched so plain inside my heart.
You've grown so deep inside of me.
You're everything I feel and see,
and you're the one, you're the one I love.

All my life, all my love,
I can feel when you're beside me.
All that's right, all that's wrong
Suddenly becomes so clear.
But you have got somebody else
It's hard for me to tell myself
And you're the one,
you're the one I love.

Only you could move me enough to believe
In love one more time.
All I need to know for tomorrow
Is that you're mine,
mine for a lifetime.
If our friends all around
find it hard to understand us,
you and I understand
the other one so very well.

And that's what I've been looking for,
so I keep coming back for more,
'cause you're the one,
you're the one I love.
You're the one,
you're the one I love.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

We Learn From Our Mistakes



If we are to face the everyday struggles of our life with a feeling that we are like to succumb,when we think of our past mistakes that we didn't intend to do, we are most likely getting sick, tired, exhausted...I've been experiencing it everyday in my job, a very unwanted situation, but, I've got no choice..well, who like pressures to come into our lives anyway? It's not healthy anymore...I want to quit, but I can't..not now..

If only I could turn back the hands of time, I'll never put my shoes in this ordeal that brought me hundred torments. If only I was given the chance to choose people whom I should go along with in this situation I have in my present job, I could have done it.

Anyway, I know that I'm the only one who can make remedy on it...I can always find my way out of it..I should consider rewarding online job now..prioritize it.. this difficulty is only in the mind.. don't take life seriously..I don't want to be the author of my own life misery...I should act earlier before it's too late...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

STYLE ALA EH..BAKIN GA GANIRE?



Our province is certainly a one place which is rich with unique style, traits, culture, etc..Specifically, in our own dialect. We maybe a Tagalog speaking folks, but I must be proud to say that there are some words that only a real Batangueño can understand. And we must not discount the fact, that our accent and intonation has been very popular in many movies and has been imitated to trigger more fun in comedy films.

I can’t help but post and share the content of this email I’ve received through a friend originated from an unknown source. For a more exciting reading, I suggest that anybody who read this to recite this aloud with the proper accent of a true Batangueño, check it out:



MGA BALITANG BATANGAS

Airplane Crashes in Batangas
Tinanatanong ng reporter ang testigo sa pag crash ng eroplano sa Malapad na Parang, Lobo, Batangas
Media: Manong, paki describe nga ho ng airplane crash.

Mamay: Tinatangla ko laang ang buwig na sabang malapit ko nang tibain ay nasiglawan ko ang usok na pasirok ang dating.

Media: Ano ho ba ang una ninyong nakita?

Mamay: Aba’y una nga’y pasirok, maya-maya’y nagbatirok sumunod ay pairok-irok. Iyunnnn, ay di saka sumalpok tapos ang katapusa’y sumabog!

Media: Ano ho?!?!?

Barilan naman sa Tanauan, Batangas
Media: Ano ho ba ang nangyari?
Mamay: Kami laang naman ho’y nakaungkot dine sa balisbisan ng bahay. Ay maya-maya ho ay bigla na laang na nagdagaaban, tapos nagpalahawan ay di kami naman ho’y nagkaripasan!

Media: Ano daw?!?!?

—-=——- ——— ——— -
An airplane crashed at a town in Batangas (again).
MEDIA: Manong, pakilarawan po ang nangyari.

LOLO: Ala eh, nakow, garne ga utoy… Kakaalmusal ko laang, gayak ako’y sisinsay sa kahanggan, ay natan-awan ko yaan sa alapaap ay nagsisilab. Bago sumirok ng papagay-on na kala mo’y papatak. Ginagaling na laang at sa sukalang are sumugba, ay kung sa kabayanan ga, ay di panay mga utas!

MEDIA: Ho?

(ire pa ang isa…)

Vehicular Accident in Batangas
MEDIA: ‘Lo, kayo daw po’ng saksi?

LOLO: Ay uwoh! Ika’y pumarne dine sa silong. Kung ako pa naman ang dadais sa iyo para magsalaysay ay sulong!

MEDIA: ‘Sensya na po sa abala.

LOLO: Ako’y naka-ungkot laang dine at karakaraka’y ako’y nagitla sa busina. May mag-inang hasing-hasi pa ng paghihikap ay gab-eng gab-e na! Bakin ga aring dyip ay saksakan ng tulin??? Ay di ako’y palakat na sa mag-inang di naiingli! Aba’y maiipit na’y naka-umis pa! Kainaman. Hayown!
Sa pag-iwas ng dyip ay sumalya sa tarangka, tiklap ang tapaludung lasa ko’y kawangki ng nilamukos na kiche.
Pagkakabugnot ng drayber!
Ngalngal e!

MEDIA: Ano daw?

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Important Note: THIS IS NOT INTENDED TO OFFEND MY "KABABAYANS"...In fact, I'm really really proud to be a Batangueña!

COULDN'T FIND A REASON

Here I am once again, all alone, confused and wondering why I haven’t gotten over you…can’t find any reason why the feeling is still pounding for you…You, who brought me thousand heartaches, broke my heart not only once, made me cry every now and then..still occupy my pitiable soul..
I have danced inside your eyes, have kissed inside your heart, and have done even the most stupid stuff, rocking each other’s world. But everything I did wasn’t good enough to make things work for us.
Now, it seems it’s over..so many words have been spoken and left unspoken, could no longer recover what has been lost..Loneliness fills me up inside and what has been left behind are happy but painful memories. I’m living in regrets, my heart is in vain, my life is empty searching for reasons….
And if there’s one thing I must do now is to never let you know that I feel like bleeding. Facing with much outcry coz you left me with no choice but to make you feel that losing me would be your enormous loss…not mine..

Thursday, April 15, 2010

It Started..It Ended One Summer…


“Love knows no rules, you could fall in love with the right person, but still find yourself at the wrong track. You could also fall for the wrong person but find yourself at the right path. “

I could still recall vividly how I met you one summertime. I met the right person at a wrong time…at a wrong place.. It started with just a simple hello..never expecting that a special relationship it would blown into.. A connection between two right people on a wrong circumstances..and though we were oblivious to the fact that it is heading to something irrational and deplorable..

It started with happy moments that paved the way for a bond to develop between us..it was extraordinary for me as I have always been telling you.. it was so special that it got more intense as the days went by..

It started when I felt my knees shaking, my heart trembling, my blood seemed to be draining..All along I was on a puzzle and a thousand thrill captivated my heart…as if this will go on eternally..

But then, I began to realize the damn truth..this should not go on forever.. I started to notice you were the one who first discerned that it’s heading to something not right and unjust..and then you were lost for a period of time….can no longer find even a single trace of you..you have left me in the air….but somehow it relieved me..

That’s when I started to ask myself ”why..what..how..” Why should it be this way? …. What am I looking for? What are we heading for? How come I indulged myself with this kind of a mess? This is just a fantasy…this is unreal!!!! I was screaming in my solitude…I didn’t look for you..it was you who found me… I was happy even before you came into my life..I wished I had never known you….

But now you’re coming back with promises that are only meant to be broken ..that’s always too good to be true..but I have come to my senses..

And now I guess the foolishness is over… I was wrong in thinking that holding on will make me strong but I must say that letting go will make me stronger..

And now it’s summertime once again…and finally I’m picking up the broken pieces of the wasted dream…. the feeling was gone…never to come back anymore….but who knows what lies ahead?..

“There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.”